with hope, comes faith.

I fucking hate living in this house. My parents are so fucking unsupportive and discouraging. They want me to go to school and do my homework and when I go out to do homework they think that I’m out fucking guys when I actually get a lot more homework done than what I would get done at home. And then I go home and try to do MORE work and they think that I didn’t get shit done when I went to go do homework. Like they’re so fucking stupid I swear to God I wanna fucking kick them in their mouths. They obviously don’t fucking know shit about getting homework done early and then fucking doing extra work. They’re so fucking stupid. I hate them. I can’t wait to fucking move out of this fucking stupid ass fucking hell hole. I’m so desperate to move out because I don’t wanna fucking rely on their stupid asses anymore. I wanna do everything on my own and prove to them that they’re wrong and fucking retarded as fuck and when they come back trying to fucking sweet talk me, I’ll fucking throw their dumb asses in a fucking nursing home. You don’t understand how much I hate hearing them nag every single fucking day about how I’m not going to make it in the future and how much of a hoe I am. I hate not being believed in, especially by my own fucking parents. I hate the way they fucking talk to me and they wonder why I fucking talk to them the way I do. They’re always talking about how my family is supposed to be more important than my friends but fuck that. Keyword, SUPPOSED to. But they’re not because my friends have definitely been there way more for me. I’m so fucking pissed the fuck off. I’m gonna do everything in my power to be able to leave as soon as I fucking can.